Shot to the heart and you're to blame,

the facades of the insomniac.

HENRY LAU! My negative feelings for him totally dissolved when I saw this photo. Hohoho.

Last night was TERRIBLE. Insomnia. Shit man. I’m an insomniac. Couldn’t sleep AT ALL. Turned the laptop off at 8.49pm. Wtf right, so early. Went to bed at 10.30pm. Fell asleep at 3am. Guess what I did in the 4.5hours? NOTHING. NOTHING AT ALL. I was like, suffering on the bed lah, like, RAAWR. It feels terrible ohmygosh. Had TONS of songs float in and out of my head. When I tried counting sheep, the sheep were running TOO FAST. So like, yeah. They refused to slow down. Almost wanted to entirely give up on sleep. There was only like, 3 hours left anyway.

Met Jingyi at Simei MRT. I was late. AGAIN. Hahahahh I’m always late. This is a warning to my future classmates if you’re reading this. I’m ALWAYS late XD Took 30 and like, decided to get off only when we see others getting off. We didn’t know where we were. XD Anyway SUCCESS. We got to school safely. Met Christina Munlin on 3rd floor. Sat on the corridor and talked for awhile. Met w/ Huili Janice Maria Ruiwen etc at the lift. Huili was darn aunty. ‘JINGYI! YOU OWE ME 2 DOLLARS.’ XD Epic. (Y)

Hall was chaos. Nobody knew where to go. Noisy like hell, cramped like hell. Worse than jihe. Jihe at least like, look orderly and nobody will randomly push you. So, finally settled down, got Janice to sit next to me even though she wasn’t in our class. Hohoho. New principal, sigh. Everybody just bullied him. Quite funny actually. I miss the stage. I used too sit RIGHT UNDER IT, <3 And the hall seems much smaller from where I’m sitting now. Gosh. So Janice left back to her class and I was.. alone.

Felt damn loner on the way to PAC. Wtbanana man. Sucked. Like shit. Gah. Anyway, sat w/ Valerie and… I don’t know her name. >< Split up into groups after that and stuff, so X’Plore started uh.

Was.. fun. As in really, quite fun uh. OUR FACIL IS ZAI, LIKE, (Y). Really. The digging thing was like.. -tense- -tense- -jiayou- -ohmygosh- -AAAAAAAAAAH!- (Y) You rock. <3 Ran around Singapore :/ Orchard was like, the most fun. To me. Cos it was GL, and stupid. I love doing stupid things <3

Guides after that. Went quite late :/ Didn’t do anything O.O

Tmr will have guides till 7pm so, SIGH.

PHOEBE FIGHTING! <3

Why can’t i find a damn video w/ the cut from IRIS whr HyunJoon slips SeungHi the candy w/ that kiss? D: The person removed that one single video wtf. ):

YOU don’t know what a girl wants.

Hahah by right the pictures should decrease in size the younger they are, but I messed Min & Hae’s one up.

Whoops. XD

TABLO IS THE SWEETEST MUSICAL PRODIGY EVER. <3

Can anyone tell me what the gross stuff that appears on my laptop everyday is? It’s like white and powdery. It appears EVERYDAY even though I wipe it off the day before. Whywhywhy?!

DongHo didn’t do well in school, Hohoho. He’s so freaking young man. Like, ONLY ONE YEAR OLDER THAN ME WTF. And he’s freaking cute, hohoho. Not as cute as Min though :D Well not really. It’s a different cute. <3 And Min doesn’t smile anymore.

YESTERDAY I WANTED TO HIT MY HEAD AGAINST THE WALL MAN. I read on SJ-World a few days ago that SJ had a performance on KBS2 Gayo Dachookjae. So I decided to check the KBS2 website as well as my TV schedule to see when Gayo Dachookjae was. It was probably live, but it wasn’t showing! So I felt dejected and cheated. Yesterday there was something called ‘KBS Music Festival’. Well usually these things are LIVE, so I checked SJ schedule. It wasn’t stated there so yeah, ignored the show. IGNORED THE SHOW. STUPID! So at night there was nothing to watch, so decided, aiyah. Watch lah. SNSD was on w/ some old guy as guest performer to the guy’s performance. So watch lah, got Sunny & Sooyoung. Then after the performance they switch back to the MC podium. Ohgosh I wanted to scream out loud. The words behind the MC’s backs read ‘Gayo Dachookjae’. I was like O.O and yknow when you watch 樱桃小丸子, there’s always this part where her face goes O.O then everything turns black, she suddenly becomes further away from the screen, then comes back in, and then the surroundings go back to normal? Yeah I totally experienced that. I just stunned on the sofa. I thought I missed SJ’s perf since it was already the last segment. But then they said something about 2PM & SJ, so I watched on. Then Kara did their buttdance song ._. Gyuri looked funny. Anyway 2PM was next, they seemed VERY tired. THEN SJ PERFORMED OH MY GOSH. But they only did Sorry Sorry. And there were only 9 of them. And Min looked bored,uninterested,and depressed. Wookie was darn handsome hohohoo. I think I missed their special stage. Boo. ):

I just finished watching IRIS.

Freaking exciting. I was more excited than when watching Sherlock Holmes. HyunJoon is freaking HANDSOME. And SeungHi is freaking PRETTY. Mi Jung is freaking pretty too. But only in the show. :X The agent in the black framed specs is the prettiest in my opinion but like, I don’t know her name. GOSH IRIS IS FREAKING SMART but they miss out things sometimes. Like the radio wave thing. NSS took so long to realise that the bomb was on a vehicle?! So stupid! If it’s moving around continuously for the 3 days it’s probably attached to a vehicle right?! HyunJoon’s english is awesome <3 Hohoho. I always watch the exciting episodes. But I missed the romantic episode where they went to Japan. ):

IRIS JJANG! <3

This post is like, really pointless.

Hohoho.

one, when we hold hands please intertwine them

two, when you’re annoyed just smile

don’t know don’t know don’t know don’t know don’t know

even when I tell you, you don’t know.

Am I that easy to you? 만만하니?

On the second day of the decade,

I’ve decided to throw all my anger at my schoolmates away.

So here will be a rant full post, ‘victims’ will be anonymous and yet who they are will be stinking obvious. All the small things that have pissed me off up till now shall all be thrown into the abyss of oblivion with this one post!

Okay well I’ve only kept 2. Hohoho.

And the apologies, 100% sincere.

Don’t read more if you’re easily offended, or paranoid,because curiosity killed the cat. And the porcupine. Why do you think the porcupine’s on a stick? Because it was curious. Oh and the donkey, not any better. It got stuck on the spoilt automatic merry-go-round which spins when weight is added, because it was curious about the mechanism, and it was too stubborn to listen to Doctor Doofenshmirtz’s advice to not touch it.

If you read the first one then go ‘ohmygosh is this me?’, either you’re really paranoid, have a guilty conscience about doing the same thing, or YES IT’S YOU.

If you read the second one and then go ‘ohmygosh is this me?’, you’re either paranoid, or crazy.

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It feels so real when you pretend to be nice

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Hehehe today is a HAPPY DAY! Because it’s SUNGMIN’S BIRTHDAY! Hohoho! <3

Anyway yesterday slept at 3am ._. Happy Together got pushed back to 12.40am cos KBS Drama Awards dragged on too late. Stupid. So stayed up to watch. Ended at like, one plus in the morning. Freaking tired. But like, couldn’t sleep cos I was too hungry. So like, went to eat cup noodles. Hohoho. They tasted terrible. If you go to HongKong, don’t buy the Sesame Oil flavoured cup noodles, the one in the box. Sucks shit. Really.

Anyway set my 2 alarms to go off in the morning, felt really stupid when I woke up at 6.45am to look at Hangeng’s SuperGirl Nerdface saying ‘SERIOUSLY, WAKE UP.’ And then I realised.. I only changed the time for the first alarm. Subconsciously went ‘Aiiiish~’, then gave myself the O.O look cos I was shocked. I have read too many fanfics. I almost wanted to type ‘aish.’ again. OHGOSH. I’m going crazy. XD

I like the red hair guy from U-Kiss! Hahahah! I think its DongHo. Can’t find their pics. Maybe the aren’t that popular. But 만만하니’s really addictive. And the dance is like super addictive to watch. The dance they do when it’s red haired guy’s turn. Hohoho.

Anyway yeah, woke up at 9.30am due to the alarm. But I was too tired so I went back to sleep, totally forgetting I had to meet Jingyi at 10.30am. And guess what, I woke up at 10.30am! And it was because Jingyi called me. I felt like shit. Like ohmygosh lah! I just woke up eh! But like she called to ask me if we were still going since Ninny couldn’t make it, XD

Well, Ninny decided that she could make it after that, so yeah. Went to Iluma. I was still later that Jingyi again. BOO.

Oh I shall go watch In the Night Garden now on CeBeebies cos I promised Jingyi. LOL. We’re into kiddy shows. XD I don’t feel ashamed XD.

I’ll continue later!

I AM BACK! The show is a happy show <3 I love Tombliboos! Super super cute ohmygosh. Pontipines are cute too :D

Anyway yup, went to watch movie. Had lunch @ Yoshinoya instead of Pastamania. ): But we still made weird stuff! :D Well, Munlin did. XD

Anyway watched Sherlock Holmes. Super nice. But darn scary, ahahah! My heart was like pounding uh, and like, can really feel it as though it was hitting my ribs w/ every beat. Quite scary, hahah!

Trained to Orchard. Walked around Ion. There was nothing much really. Like, really nothing interesting. Except the World’s Smallest Pencil. Heh. ><

Went to eat again @ Soup Spoon. Hahahahhh was epic. Bread Bowl. It’s literal. It’s not the puff on the bowl. That’s the puff pot. Bread bowl is hollow bread w/ soup in it. Like, O.O Anyway we made a mess out of our soup & bread bowl. Pictures of mess w/ Munlin. We never fail at leaving the place in a mess wherever we eat. XD Pepper was like, spammed lah. Then Munlin purposely smear soup over the rim of the plate, so evil right, HAHAHAH!

Walked aimlessly and ended up @ Wheelock Place Borders. Hahahhh KIDDY SECTIONS ARE THE BOMB. PAT-PAT BUTTERFLY! PAT-PAT DOG! PAT-PAT PANDA! HAHAHAHAHHH! Crazy.

Anyway walked back to Ion after that. Cabbed home w/ Jingyi. Talked about some stupid stuff on the trip back. Laughed like pok when the cab turned then she lost balance. WHILE SITTING. (Y) Epic win.

Reached home late. Realised.. I MISSED MU-BANK WTNINNY. ‘Tell me your wish’, ‘Chu~~’, I missed them all. BOO. REALLY. BOO.

Watched TVB8’s K-chart thingy. The woman was like talking about the success of Sorry Sorry and they were like showing Supergirl cuts, Neorago cuts, and hardly any Sorry Sorry cuts. And they said that they wished Super Junior a smashing success in 2010. I sighed. Really loudly. ):

Geng; his trial starts in a week. The earliest he can be free from SM is March. He’s really serious about it it seems. He says he’ll consider solo activities now but not those w/ SuJu.. ): Sighh.. HeeChul must be feeling really really sad now. They all must be. And HeeChul can’t possibly be paired w/ ShinDong. Which means they’ll pair SiWon w/ HeeChul then KiBum and ShinDong will be alone. Sucks. Well this isn’t the main thing that sucks, Geng’s leaving is what sucks. It’s not like he won’t win. The terms are REALLY unfair. And even if he loses, he stays, he’s not gonna be happy. Maybe SM will let loose a little, but what use is it? Sigh.

Hey baby hey, you’re looking good tonight.

HEYTHERE.

No photo starter today cos I can’t be bothered. Hohoho.

I didn’t post yesterday because, well.. I forgot. Honestly. Hohoho. I’ve spent the night thinking about how my Fanfic should be like, but I just can’t make up my mind on how it’ll go, and the personailty of the female character, nor how she’ll meet w/ the guys. BARH. How frustrating it is to write a fic ._. I should just write it in class.

Speaking of class, I went to count and there’re 26 people? 17 girls 9 boys. But I could have left out some people. I think I did leave some people out. But its approximately that number. 17 girls, I don’t know a single of the other 16. How wonderful. 9 boys, I only know 2 of them and like, we don’t talk. Thanks huh, teachers. I’ve lost my respect for you. Change the combinations for each class.. My class has Bio Chem History, Bio Chem Geog, Phy Chem History and Phy Chem Geog. Yes I do see how well the teachers thought it through. Uhhuh,. Bring us back to our original classes for God’s sake! Gosh!

I didn’t make any icons yesterday either. To think of it, yesterday I didn’t accomplish ANYTHING. This sucks. Today I won’t be able to do much either cos I’ll be going out in an hour’s time. Thank God I’ll be coming back at like 3.30pm. Hohoho.

I’m so bored, Boo. This is the earliest I’ve woken up since the holidays, not including HongKong. 10.48am. This is the first time I’ve eaten Breakfast this holidays, not including HongKong. I feel like a pig. Eat, sleep. Eat, sleep. Gosh! Somebody needs to put more meaning into my life. Or maybe I do too, but there isn’t any available for ‘inplantation of meaning into the life’.

I’m going mad. Boo.

As the stars fall I’ll catch the brightest one for you

The picture’s such bad quality :/ Youtube screen caps XD (note: I really did that face while typing)

My lips are still as bad. I don’t like how the scab turns whitish-yellow & sticky when I lick it. So gross. And it comes loose. And then I’ll feel like peeling it off. But I can’t. Or I’ll make a bigger wound, like I did yesterday. Boo. I want to plaster it. But I can’t plaster my lip ._.

Watched Roundtable Plus yesterday night. SHINee&SNSD. Sunny, Tiffany, Yoona, Key, Onew & Minho. FREAKING HILARIOUS. Onew’s Donald Duck impression never fails to make me fall :D And Sunny’s 3-step act cute, ohmygosh :D Super funny. I don’t like Yoona. I really don’t. Boo. But I’m not an anti, don’t worry. :)

Slept at about 12.45am. Woke up at 1.30pm XD I feel awesome now. But I deserve the sleep. I didn’t even have a proper bed in HongKong lah. The only night I had good sleep was in Macau whr I finally got a bed to sleep in.

I’ll update tonight. Mom’s being naggy. Bye! I’ll be working on my fanfic X)

I am back!

I screwed my fanfic up so, maybe I’ll do it in class next year. Sigh,

There’s a roach on the loose in the house now. Boo. RAWRR.

Idol pet’s performing now. Min should be really good at his performance since he has Hyaku to watch all day :)

Sigh, my lip.. bah.

I forgot what I wanted to post about, Jeez.

I got switched to 3B wtf. And I don’t know a single person other than Ryan and Theodore. Thanks. This sucks.

Puff the Magic Dragon; Painted wings and giant rings make way for other toys.

HELLO I AM BACK ;D

Small icon. :/ But original image size wasn’t too big to begin w/.

This is my 4th post for the day, HoHoHo.

Woke up at 7am today BARRR.

Less than 6 hours of sleep sia, how to survive. :/

(I have a tumblarity of 0. lol.)

But like, I didn’t sleep on the plane either. And now, I’m like, actually not tired at all. I feel pro.

I didn’t get to make 30 icons. I found out its impossible for me. Since I can’t find 30 pictures to work on, and I keep getting distracted so there’s really just not enough time. Sigh, but got to make 6 :D Not bad. 1/5 the amount I hoped for. Hohoho. Twice the amount I’m supposed to make per day. Not bad already lah.

And seriously. I’m taking requests. Anybody. Even if I don’t know you. Even if you’re 10 years older or younger than me. Even if you’re deaf. Even if your idol is some Bollywood actor. Even if your idol has passed on. Even if your idol is somebody I hate. I’ll make pretty icons for you! Even though all my icons are pretty much the same style. I don’t have much inspiration these few days.

Barhh, my toilet looks really big now. Like, the distance btween the toilet bowl & the shower area is so huge now! Hohoho. DL-ed SuperShow2. I’m gonna buy it someday. Many songs <3 Rokkugo & Puff the Magic Dragon! Andandand Minnie’s solo <3 Tohohoho!

I cannot be bothered to tag my posts any more. BOOHOOOHOOO ;D

Anyway to the silent readers who I know exist from secret sources, please tag. Even if you think it’ll be weird. It won’t. A single ‘Hi.’ or ‘.’ or ‘Hello.’ or ‘Happy New Year.’ or ‘I don’t know what you’re talking about.’ will do. Anything! Even a ‘You suck.’ is fine! Really! Yes I’m that desperate for an active tagboard.

TAG! I ORDER YOU TO.

Saranghae, mianhe.